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My hangover has been dragging me down all day. Hangover from drinks, from a sleepless night, from fights, from euphoria of accomplishments, and from unexpected intimate encounters… Looking back, my emotional experience from all is still intact in the back of my head, in the bottom of my impaired heart.. Neither has my attempt to sleep nor eat nor stare blindly at the TV lead to any success.. I’m just still lying here.. jaded.

I realize that I have overrated - and undermined at the same time - one night that was supposed to be the most memorable night in my MBA. And I remember the moments when I felt like I just wanna sink under the surface of the earth and undo everything. Rewind. Back to the crossroads when I could have made better decisions. If I knew one simple thing could have caused so much damage to one genuine relationship I would have avoided it and stay as far away. If only I could..

And for it to happen just right before a moment that I counted on most support from my beloved ones.

My hangover has been dragging me down all day. Hangover from drinks, from a sleepless night, from fights, from euphoria of accomplishments, and from unexpected intimate encounters... Looking back, my emotional experience from all is still intact in the back...