They won't ask you for sure!
(*names are changed for privacy purposes mwahaha*)
August...that afternoon, on the way to the tram stop
chikita: "mmm...say! haven't you noticed something's changed in my stomach?"
(I was avoiding looking at her stomach, so I looked straight ahead. Finally, she's telling me now.)
me: "m-hm, since few months ago."
chikita: "then, why didn't you ask??"
me: "I want to,
catch my breath
eeuuhhh this headache won't go?!!!!!
suffocated.
I guess she's worried about me. She's been calling me almost everyday. It's ironic to hear encouraging words from someone who also needs encouragement. It's like someone saying to you not to die after you got shot in the heart, while she got shot in the head. I know, we're fighting different battle, but we're doing it together. We
catch my breath
eeuuhhh this headache won't go?!!!!!
suffocated.
I guess she's worried about me. She's been calling me almost everyday. It's ironic to hear encouraging words from someone who also needs encouragement. It's like someone saying to you not to die after you got shot in the heart, while she got shot in the head. I know, we're fighting different battle, but we're doing it together. We
Daze
encouragement is a burden
cliché, boring
sunshine is sickening, blinding
night is suffocating
sleep is just a set of unconsciousness
no song is suitable
chocolate is no longer tempting
eating is no longer satisfying
hunger, starving, craving
friends? betrayal
lonely? too crowded
strangers
careless
you just hate everybody but you hate yourself the most
sad, angry, dissapointed
no more goal
Daze
encouragement is a burden
cliché, boring
sunshine is sickening, blinding
night is suffocating
sleep is just a set of unconsciousness
no song is suitable
chocolate is no longer tempting
eating is no longer satisfying
hunger, starving, craving
friends? betrayal
lonely? too crowded
strangers
careless
you just hate everybody but you hate yourself the most
sad, angry, dissapointed
no more goal
