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di cikarang saya terdampar

(+ : saya, - : mba bos, * : teman2 lain, kejadian tanggal 31 maret, jam 4-an sore, di sunter)

+ : ke cikarang???
- : iya, mulai 1 april
+ : ee, boleh nolak ga mba?
- : ya, sama aja sih ris. kalo nolak sekarang, ntar dapet giliran berikutnya. rotasi, 6 bulan sekali
+ : gimana ya... kan kerjaannya banyak berhubungan sama orang2 disini...
- : ya nanti kalo projectnya dah mulai, kamu ditarik kesini lagi...
+ : eee (masih ga rela, bergaya usap-usap kepala kaya orang lagi pusing)
- : ris jangan pusing gitu dong... (sambil cengar cengir... ih makin nambah pusing)
+ : saya mulainya boleh minggu depan gak?
- : lho, kenapa?
+ : kayanya saya butuh waktu menenangkan diri dulu deh...
* : ini bukan april mop kan mba?? (bertanya dengan polosnya)

gyahahahahaha... andaikan saja itu april mop, dijamin sukses dah bikin kaget. tapi masalahnya itu bukan april mop. jadi beginilah saya mulai hari ini, terdampar di cikarang.

sebenernya apa siy yg membuat malas ke cikarang? hmm, kalo dipikir2 sih banyak banget. nih dah saya sebutin satu-satu
  • angkutannya susyaaaah... klo naik kendaraan pribadi sih enak. tinggal masuk keluar tol
  • ga ada abang2 jualan. kalo di sunter/pgs kan ada bubur, mi ayam, ketoprak, soto, nasi bebek nyam nyammm
  • kantinnya aneh, kotor pula
  • ga ada tempat jalan2 yg dekat. ga kaya di sunter/pgs, ada mal gading, arta gading, gading. pokoknya gading top dah!! nah kalo disini? adanya makro, masa jalan2 ke situ??
nah kalo ga enaknya udah disebutin, trus enaknya ada gak?
mmm apa ya?? (mikir mikir, kerutin jidat, naikin alis, mulut manyun). oia, disini tuh sepiiiiii bangettt! jadinya bisa.... bisa gitu deh (saya ga mau nyebutin ah, takut dibaca sama bos :P)
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Hangover

My hangover has been dragging me down all day. Hangover from drinks, from a sleepless night, from fights, from euphoria of accomplishments, and from unexpected intimate encounters… Looking back, my emotional experience from all is still intact in the back of my head, in the bottom of my impaired heart.. Neither has my attempt to sleep nor eat nor stare blindly at the TV lead to any success.. I’m just still lying here.. jaded.

I realize that I have overrated - and undermined at the same time - one night that was supposed to be the most memorable night in my MBA. And I remember the moments when I felt like I just wanna sink under the surface of the earth and undo everything. Rewind. Back to the crossroads when I could have made better decisions. If I knew one simple thing could have caused so much damage to one genuine relationship I would have avoided it and stay as far away. If only I could..

And for it to happen just right before a moment that I counted on most support from my beloved ones.

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Hangover

My hangover has been dragging me down all day. Hangover from drinks, from a sleepless night, from fights, from euphoria of accomplishments, and from unexpected intimate encounters... Looking back, my emotional experience from all is still intact in the back...